Eating disorders

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I need to eat in order to stay alive. I can’t get food myself. I am dependent on this person to give me the food so I can live. Food – dependency – life. Now that is a problematic equation.
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You have to be perfect. I am dependent on this person. They want my body to be perfect. If I am not perfect they will not give me food. If I have no food I will die.
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I am dependent on this person. I don’t know who I am. This person defines who I am. This person wants me to be alive. If I don’t eat I wont be alive. I can be who I am by not eating. I can be who I am by starving to death.